Decisions Decisions

What are my plans, goals, and lifelong dream…

I had to make it once in a while because I am in fact getting older ( Yes I now admit it.)

I had to make one for the betterment of my life?! People may say it’s a good start that I can envision to help my parents or be the bread winner of the family or so… ( I’d like to think of it that way too.)

Side story :

It came to a point that we are the only one on my father side to have been a charitable family. Fact that my other Tito and Tita who lives in the United Kingdom and Japan could not care less and was not that obligated to help for their parents medication and hospitalization. I pity them knowing that their currency can be converted to a much higher payout. I could not blame them also because all their life they have been doing all the hard work to obtain what they have right now. It’s just that for me they should have the will to help. They are in fact on the same place as my dad also for being an employee that is…

Our dream house was at sake, instead of buying one my dad needed the loan for the hospitalization bills for my grandpa. Again I was not the selfish one to think it was that bad of a deal. I just put in my mind someday I/ We (my family) will own one, one of these days.

It was an honest decision for me to grab this opportunity for work even it involves me being away with my family. I was in a situation wherein I want to share/ give back what I have received from my parents. Alongside me and my sister still pursuing our mini business as to something that we can have until we grew older ( an investment ) even if I got tired consulting with our clients and dealing with the most unreasonable statements one can hear.. I was that frustrated to get rich/ have enough money to build our own home. ( It was a lifelong dream… )

I needed to write these things because I am opening a new chapter of my life, a new beginning perhaps as my birthday month is nearing and my age is getting to it’s maturity level. Hope it all lands to it’s respective place. 



Beliefs and Religion is not the same.


An atheist professor of philosophy speaks to his class on the problem science has with God, The Almighty.
He asks one of his new students to stand and …..

Prof: So you believe in God?
Student: Absolutely, sir.

Prof: Is God good?
Student: Sure.

Prof: Is God all-powerful?
Student: Yes.

Prof: My brother died of cancer even though he prayed to God to heal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But God didn’t. How is this God good then? Hmm? (Student is silent.)

Prof: You can’t answer, can you? Let’s start again, young fellow. Is God good?
Student: Yes.

Prof: Is Satan good?
Student: No.

Prof: Where does Satan come from?
Student: From…God…

Prof: That’s right. Tell me son, is there evil in this world?
Student: Yes.

Prof: Evil is everywhere, isn’t it? And God did make everything. Correct?
Student: Yes.

Prof: So who created evil?
Student does not answer.

Prof: Is there sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things exist in the world, don’t they?
Student: Yes, sir.

Prof: So, who created them?
Student has no answer.

Prof: Science says you have 5 senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. Tell me, son…Have you ever seen God?
Student: No, sir.

Prof: Tell us if you have ever heard your God?
Student: No, sir.

Prof: Have you ever felt your God, tasted your God, smelt your God? Have you ever had any sensory perception of God for that matter?
Student: No, sir. I’m afraid I haven’t.

Prof: Yet you still believe in Him?
Student: Yes.

Prof: According to empirical, testable, demonstrable protocol, science says your GOD doesn’t exist. What do you say to that, son?
Student: Nothing. I only have my faith.

Prof: Yes. Faith. And that is the problem science has.

Student: Professor, is there such a thing as heat?
Prof: Yes.

Student: And is there such a thing as cold?
Prof: Yes.

Student: No sir. There isn’t.
(The lecture theatre becomes very quiet with this turn of events.)

Student: Sir, you can have lots of heat, even more heat, superheat, mega heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat. But we don’t have anything called cold. We can hit 458 degrees below zero which is no heat, but we can’t go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold. Cold is only a
word we use to describe the absence of heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of it.
(There is pin-drop silence in the lecture theatre.)

Student: What about darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as darkness?
Prof: Yes. What is night if there isn’t darkness?

Student: You’re wrong again, sir. Darkness is the absence of something. You can have low light, normal light, bright light, flashing light….But if you have no light constantly, you have nothing and it’s called darkness, isn’t it? In reality, darkness isn’t. If it were you would be able to make darkness darker, wouldn’t you?

Prof: So what is the point you are making, young man?
Student: Sir, my point is your philosophical premise is flawed.

Prof: Flawed? Can you explain how?
Student: Sir, you are working on the premise of duality. You argue there is life and then there is death, a good God and a bad God. You are viewing the concept of God as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, science can’t even explain a thought. It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one.

To view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing. Death is not the opposite of life: just the absence of it. Now tell me, Professor. Do you teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?

Prof: If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, yes, of course, I do.

Student: Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir? (The Professor shakes his head with a smile, beginning to realize where the argument is going.)

Student: Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at work and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor, are you not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you not a scientist but a preacher? (The class is in uproar.)

Student: Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the Professor’s brain? (The class breaks out into laughter.)

Student: Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor’s brain, felt it, touched or smelt it? No one appears to have done so. So, according to the established rules of empirical, stable, demonstrable protocol, science says that you have no brain, sir. With all due respect, sir, how do we then trust your lectures, sir?

(The room is silent. The professor stares at the student, his face unfathomable.)

Prof: I guess you’ll have to take them on faith, son.

Student: That is it sir… The link between man & god is FAITH. That
is all that keeps things moving & alive.



* For me Beliefs and Religion is not the same. I believe that there is a GOD name it Christ, Buddha, Allah or whatever. I have faith but in my opinion I don’t like the way people think that you should put label on your beliefs like for example me being a Catholic. It’s just so unfair to claim that I am a Catholic but I really don’t like practicing it.

Maybe I was just really in trauma or I just really don’t feel like hearing sermons (inside story) :

Me and my family way back when I was a kid usually goes to Church every Sunday or I attend Sunday School because I went on a Christian school. I just really remembered how I started to complain and just got turned off by the way the priest tells his sermons. (you really wanna know why?) It’s because he started to add the politics/government to his sermons, I mean really now? I hate the fact that the world is full of shit and all and you seem to think the safest place to go to is church.. well not anymore. And the fact that you have to make offering (I’m not against it okay) but to do a second round of offering (isn’t that corruption? just asking..)

So that made sense right? I just don’t want to be obligated even Albert Einstein knows how things work. You keep your faith I keep mine. I am not proving anything here, I just don’t like people arguing and talking me to worship. PERIOD

But I want a wedding where it’s all dramatic and classic vintage looking held on architectural places aka church (less the sermon).


**Please leave my faith and beliefs alone.

Searching Paradise in Boracay 1

Pardon me for the bad accent. More Nonsense Vlogging up next..


I heart JAPAN

This is why I love Japan :

  • Winter ( YUKI/Snow which you can’t see in the Philippines)
  • Cream Puffs ( hot bread + cold cream filling unlike beard papa’s )
  • Kawaii stuffs + Disneyland ( you can fulfill your dream on becoming young again)
  • Train ( fast people fast route )
  • Raw foods ( I am a fan of sushi and sashimi )
  • Strawberries ( Big ones )
  • and lastly HAKUYEN SHOP (100 yen shops)

**Trivia their biggest Hakuyen shop is located at Kinsucho one whole floor of good stuff y’all!!!

more pictures to on my next post…



Getting fat is easy y’all

Take me as an example.

Drum roll for captured photos of what I ate last December 2010 until present.

Melon Balls

Mudslide shakes from Cable Car

Coffee espresso with Ice cream and Chocolate syrup from Cafe Breton

Ghetto style breakfast

Chicken Katsudon and seafood soup from Jack’s Loft

And guess what I tried my best to get in SHAPE hoping that papa gahd might grant my wish

Fitness Badminton + Gatorade

But ended up eating :

At Copitiam Bah Kuht Teh

Jumbo is Jumbo, Siomai

Pork Belly with hint of wine.

Did some justice and ordered some greens = Adobong Kangkong

Eat your way through and repeat this easy photo steps then you’ll achieve your banging FAT ass bodeh.

Y’all agree with me, YES?


*Going BORA next week. And I have a huge ass, flabby arms and a humongous abs (LOL stomach)  don’t judge okay?



Vlogging the “Professional way”

December 2010 Addos Reuinion.

If you are a fan of blabbers who talks nonsense then Voila!


Me and my Best friend conversing the professional way.

Don’t judge I just had dengue, hence the fact that I look fug and talked gooey. (Or just making excuses)




Hopes and Dreams 2010 ashed.


December 29, 2010  ( Before New Year comes )


Guess who is unbelievably unlucky this year?

Me Me Me

Need I say more, here’s a quick recap of what this year’s bullshit I’m made of (drum roll please…) :

  • I got denied fixing my US Visa –  was hoping I could get the vacation of my life in Las Vegas with the fams. Knowing that I got so many in and out of the country arrival and departure stamped all over my passport, but that’s not it. (Oh for the love of Christ I did not see that coming.)


  • I got so fickle minded I quit my job say last July ; Hence being jobless for almost 6 months now wishing that things would be better when I got my scholarship granted ( Oh for the love of Christ I did not see that coming. )


  • I was admitted to the Hospital not knowing that Dengue is a fatal decease; platelets got down to 24 and I did not feel anything at all. (Oh for the love of Christ I did not see that coming.)


  • I aimed for the best thinking I could be much better when I focused on a Graduate school scholarship program abroad and did not apply to any work waiting for the results to come . ( Oh for the love of Christ I did not see that coming.)

On situations like this I was waiting for the right time that Prince Charming would actually catch me during/after I fall. BUT IT DID NOT HAPPEN. Nothing happened the way I planned what is UP???

Believe it or not I was hoping for the best when it comes to my life. But I did not see all of these things coming. It’s much easier to think that I was really unlucky this year rather than believing that I was the real cause of all the things that had happened. ( That I wasn’t that pretty, I got so fat, my brain drop down to zero and I wasn’t the person I used to be.)


Things happen. It sucks I know. Might as well move on and think that 2011 would be much better ( way… much better!!!) than 2010

Happy New Year Everyone!


*wishing for a good start*

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