5 THINGS for 2010

I haven’t have done any resolutions ever since.

I guess i was not being positive about things. I want to change a little this year.

** coz ya know a lot goes a long way heehee**

A short list to begin with 2010 :

• Get rid of my lates… ( being in the office or just plain meeting up with friends )

**i can’t just put away time and let out all the memories cut short.

• Maximize office hours to the fullest ( productive result every day. GUILTY: of being irresponsible)

**pull out 6 designs per day

• Try not to be hot headed ( TIP: count from 1 to the nth until your anger ran away )

**give much respect and consideration to try and understand things

• Learn to say NO so that i can learn to LOVE and appreciate things. ( I have reasons why i put it on the list.)

**Don’t waste money on things you need not to shed for, instead invest in stuff that will be useful.

• Make a life changing deicision

**Have a part time/ second job. Or take chance in applying abroad. Give time for preparation to locate good business spot. Study for further knowledge.

I know these are simple and it’s quite a short list not to follow. I hope I can deal with it as SOON as possible.

holiday is not meant to be happy

i just can’t catch up on my system.

i get hurt  most of the time… (by men, my family and even me.)

I can’t exactly address to the situation that i have

is it because im too numb to feel, too careless to know or even shallow to give a damn.

all i asked for is acceptance, i can have for the rest of my life.

i haven’t had a chance to redeem myself.

to gain knowledge of every fact that iam therefore human waiting to see the plan and miracles to happen.

i am so tired of shits wandering on my thoughts.

i might give in anytime.

i am loosing faith. loosing everything i have.

Meantime girl…

She’s the one you call when you’re bored because she makes you laugh. She’s the one you talk to when you’re feeling down because she’s willing

to lend an ear and be a friend. She’s not the one you call when you need a date to your company’s Christmas party, or to go dancing with on a

Saturday night. She’s the one you spend time with between girlfriends, before you find “The One”. You know, the one who you keep around in the

meantime. She’s not one of the guys, not a tomboy, but you don’t look at her as a “real” woman, either. She’s not bitchy enough, moody enough,

or sexy enough to be seen in that light. She’s too laid-back, too easily amused by the same things your male buddies are amused by. She’s too

understanding, too comfortable – she doesn’t make you feel nervous or excited the way a “real” woman does. But she’s cool, and nice, and funny,

and attractive enough that when you’re lonely or horny and need intimate female companionship, she’ll do just fine. You don’t have to wine and

dine her because she knows the real you already, and you don’t have any facades to keep up, no pretenses to preserve. You’re not trying to get

anything of substance out of her. She’s not easy, but you know that she cares about you and is attracted to you, and that she’ll give you the

intimacy you need. And you know you don’t have to explain yourself or the situation, that she’ll be able to cope with the fact that this isn’t the

beginning of a relationship or that there’s any possibility that you have any real romantic feelings for her. It won’t bother her that you’ll get up in

the morning, put on your pants, say goodbye, and go on a date with the woman you’ve been mooning over for weeks who finally agreed to go out

with you. She’ll settle for a goodbye hug and a promise to call her and tell her how the date went. She’s just so cool. Why can’t all women be like

that?! But deep down, if you really think about it (which you probably don’t because to you, the situation between the two of you isn’t important

enough to merit any real thought), you know that it’s really not fair. You know that although she would never say it, it hurts her to know that

despite all her good points and all the fun you two have, you don’t think she’s good enough to spend any real time with. Sure, it’s mostly her fault,

because she doesn’t have to give in to your needs – she could play the hard-to-get bitch like the rest of them do, if she really wanted to. But you

and she both know that she probably couldn’t pull it off. Maybe she’s too short, or a little overweight, or has a big birthmark on her forehead, or

works at Taco Bell. Whatever the reason, somehow life has given her a lot of really great qualities but has left out the ones that men want (or think

they want) in a woman. So she remains forever the funny friend, the steadfast companion, the secret lover, and you go on searching for your

goddess who will somehow be everything you ever wanted in a woman. She doesn’t captivate you with her beauty, or open doors with her smile.

Mainly she blends in with the crowd. She’s safe. She doesn’t want to be the center of attention and turn the heads of everyone in the room. But she

wants to turn someone’s head. She wants to be special to someone, too. We all do. She has feelings. She has a heart. In fact, she probably has a

bigger and better heart than any woman you’ve ever known because she’s had a front-row seat to The Mess That Is Your Life, and she likes you

anyway. She obviously sees something worthwhile and redeeming in you because although you’ve given her nothing, absolutely no reason to

still be around, she is. Anyway, yeah. I’m a Meantime Girl. Been one more time than I care to admit. I don’t know the reason, really, and at this

point I don’t even care. I just want to let every guy know who’s ever had the good fortune to have a Meantime Girl that we may be a lot of fun, but

we cry, too. A lot. And someday we won’t be around.

**from samantha sanchez (REBLOGED)**

–MEANTIME will surely be a MEAN-Y next time. you guys BEWARE!

Entering thy Kingdom

I really missed being at HOME. In an environment where I, most definitely worked my ass alone. I feel retarded for whinnying about almost everything that makes this place such a mess. Serves me no potencial for not being the professional one.

Marks today, a second and last warning about how i never fullfilled my job as an A++ employee ( having perfect attendance on my case ). It hurts me the most when my boss gave me insights/advice on not to resign, due to the fact that chinese people has this certain bond that only CHINESE PEOPLE knows… I felt terrible for this traditions and bondness that deprives me of telling what is really wrong about my situation here.

I am guilty in all aspects of my life that:

• A second warning needs to be handed down.
• I couldn’t care less and i am really guilty of the fact that my boss treasures my stay here due to genetical bloodlines.
• I’m about to give up because of my baby excuses.
• Having no companion really sucks and the boss telling me that they’re fixing it wanna make me slap my face 3 times for not having patience at all.
• And lastly having jeepney( philippine’s public vehicle ) as the only source of my transportation kept me away from entering thy kingdom. ( not to talk about heavy traffic, waiting for passengers and barkers to fill up the jeep, and not to mention the ever dying jeepney FAIL needed to transfer one passenger to the other jeep so that he could turn back and make another cycle of his jeepney journey) 

 

**I admit having my faults but I’m not that fully satisfied on what my life needed to reach, having FULLFILLMENT only yourself knows.

 

A day to remember

August 1, 2009

It seems so fresh when last year christmas party happened. It was a very special day that our beloved Asia announced that she is having a baby. Many were shocked when the announcement was revealed.

This blog goes for my Best friend ASIA and her new born little one Drew Antoinette Say Parreño -DADA born AUGUST 1,2009

Drew Antoinette and Mommy Asia

All i can say is that DADA is one very special girl, I knew from the very start when Asia told me the good news she is indeed ready for this.

Asia, as me and what my other friends have known her is a natural when it comes to parenting,she has this instict of a mother love even when DADA was not yet around, most of her friends calls her ”mami” (mom) - it already means to  show how much she’s good at handling almost everything.

Congrats to both PARREÑO and SAY (mami and papi) family for having DADA we’ll sure have lotsa memmories to treasure. Stay happy.

can’t help but post pictures… here’s Little DADA :

all wrap up

 

 

mixed asia and jeromes feature (i can see the ressemblance)

Excited much?? Yeah… ♥wooot♥

 

Earlier that morrning at around 3+am our former PRESIDENT Cory Aquino passed away and I am sure that she is still remembered despite of this celebration we are still on remorse of her death. Rest in peace..  

MORNING of DoubleSHOT

 

Starbucks MOCHA doubleshot

 

Today i brought along with me a MOCHA Starbucks coffee Doubleshot ENERGY+COFFEE drink.

What is it for? —-> TO KEEP ME AWAKE… and not sleep at ALL (possible? yes?)

My Guy aka GAHD Some people think i do not sleep because I do lotsa things which includes:

•  9am OFFICE WORK
• 6-7pm travel and HELP in the family BIZness
• 10pm LIFT my ass off to empty dirts inside the restaurant.
• 11-12ish head home
• 12+am waits for a text message or a call from GAHD
• 3+ am stll not blinking and had to call GAHD to pickup the phone so to say a goodnight.

What HE also known as GAHD some other people thought:

• AFTER WORK 7-12ish i was PARTYING HARD that I dinnot haf time to text him.

It just so happen that my phone SUCKS “BIG TIME” that i haven’t seen or heard a message from him. (okay it’s because my phone was on silent mode and the memory kept on telling me that it’s already full)

It was a tiring yesterday, I needed to catchup and do some loving with my bed. ENDs up that I’m not worthy of this kind of LOVE.

BK BOGUS!

OKAY.. so hear me out Madderpiakers.

I am a fan “certified” promo addict. When i saw this promo AD screaming *eat me* i decided to treat the people who i’m with that midnight.(beacause they were so great for fetching me that midnight and i just got my salary so might as well — nah! they took advantage of me on the way home and drove to the nearest fastfood outlet! ayayay. )

 The promo says “SNACKING CHOICE” (headline) and the subhead goes “27 choices of snacks for as low as P30″  i wish i could’ve taken a sharper photo but check this:

BK BOGUS poster

 

I was salavating when i saw this and then told the people who i’m with heck order anything you like it’s on me! (thinking that promo applies) *stupid me*

Ariving at the counter blabing about ordering all 27 promo for 30… the conversation stopped when the lady cashier told me that the promo was just put up earlier that afternoon so it still doesn’t apply for that day. So I asked her when will the promo starts then?? She was like uhmm.. asking help explaining the promo coz she barely know (surprisingly no one knew about this!) It was supposed to be a promo and they should’ve know better what are the specks of this shizzz before posting the damn thing!!!

*arggggg half of the money gone now* (payed for almost 600 thinking it should’ve been just 200 something..)

The manager came to us and said that the poster was just put up to catch peoples attention, there are no dates when it will start and it doesn’t really apply. appologies was not said… i don’t want to give a shit ijust want a nice BK MOCHA JOE that went 30 to 45 pesos.

 *soo much for that day might as well enjoy what we ordered…

My MOM enjoying her free meal :)

smile even though your hurting

BK MOCHA JOE

BK burgers and onion rings

chicken fingers and BK Joe

 

 

 

if you guys are wondering where this BK BOGUS poster is located.. It’s in quezon avenue nearing the Rotonda to espania…

If you happen to stumble upon this BK promo please leave me a message here at my comment box regarding your dinning experience. Any satisfaction?

To Bond with a bandage

I’m  browsing for photos that are really fashionable yet inspiring. And see what i’ve came uppon…

 

I love this idea of a bandage ring, for me it’s like doing a blood compact with the person you chose to live with for the rest of your life. *sweet thoughts inserts here*

 

 

 

Gold Bandage ring

 

**I’ve been emotional for quite some time now.. Maybe I’m missing someone or have been wanting to seek for the right person for the rest of my life.

Nonetheless vissions came clear to me when I attended my best friend ASIA’s baby shower last saturday. (We traveled from manila to Tarlac just to witness this wonderfull event and share the blessings of the awaited “DADA.”) will be posting another blog about this.

My mind had  lingering thoughts how people should find the “chosen one.” Witnessing this event made me realized that life is really unpredictable and you just have to live with the mystery behind it. Thats what makes it unique.

You learn to love get mad, sad but at the end laugh it out when you remember the stoopidest thing you’ve ever did. And just live with it.

 

some MAHJOR issues…

June 24, 2009

It all started when a friend of mine asking if what i’ll be doing this saturday… and everything gone ARRRrr..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

** heahaha so wats your standing witf your parents? anything satisfactory??

Sneak peaks

Oh may effness! Tim Burton’s remake of Alice in Wonderland will surely be a blast… Can’t wait can’t wait to see it in the big screen Johnny Depp is suppah COOL..